Maria Elena | Peliks | Shortnap | Greek Helen

Assalamualaikum,

my name is Maria Elena. today, i shall be talking about myself because.. i don't know. i just feel like it.
MAHAABAHAHAA! gelak terabur please. AMARAN! ini post panjang gila. kalau anda ada awesome, anda baca sampai habis. hahaha! =p kidding!

first things first.

"maria, apahat lu pakai itu nama peliks untuk lu punyat bloggerisme?" tanya beberapa orang. 

peliks just came to me when i created this blog (2008, ehem) sebab masa tu 'mariaelena', 'mariaelenaisawesome', 'mariasharapova', 'marsupilami', 'batumarmar' dan sewaktu dengannya dah taken. sedih bangat itu masa, maka i thought, apa satu word yang paling senang mau diingat, senang nak recognise and unique?
OUGGHHH! BEBEH! tapi tu pun taken.
so i thought.... peliks la ini macam. dengan selambanya i typed it out, tengok tengok available! wahhh! manyak how liau!! so that's how my peliks got it's name. brahammaaahahaha! gelak terabur again please.

second things second.

"mariah carey, vhy iz your vizeo chanel (yes, i'm talking about the brand) iz shortnap?"

shortnap was easyyyyy. i ni the kind of person who can take naps easily anytime, anywhere. i can sleep standing up, sitting, in awkward positions, and i sleep comfortably. terror kan? not scary, but hebat. jahaujaahaaa! gelak terabur again lahai.
so masa i nak create my youtube account, again all the names i wanted to use all taken, so i thought...stress la ini macam. i vant to take a short nap la.
OUGHHH!!!! SHORTNAPITIS!!
but that sounded very odd. so i pendekkan to shortnap. myeheuheuhiaaaaauuuuuu! gelak gelak terabur tutup mulut please.

third things third.

"maria, ko nye pesbuk page pahal name maria elena is greek helen?"

ahhh~ itu a bit the long story wannn.
masa tu (2008, and i was 21years old) i tengah kemaruk tengok anime and i masa tu tengah adore gila Belldandy. kenal tak beliau? barangsiapa yang kenal, meh high five sket sebab kita goddess wannabe. hahahahha!!
belldandy is a character in an anime called Oh My Goddess! so yeah.. i wanted to be like her: cantik, lemah lembut, penyabar, and kuat. and so i googled for some greek-ish character i can use for myself and i found Helen, daughter of Zeus. so bajet-ing goddess macam Belldandy punya pasal, i pun guna lah Maria Elena is Greek Helen. coz i bajet-isme. know what i'm sayin' dawg?
namun, hakikatnya i memang takde sifat macam greek goddesses. kasar, gangsta, flying-kickable, and so much more. mostly, i am only human. =')
but oh well, a girl can hope and change is permitted. mana tau one day i'll be in the best form i can be? insyAllah~ =D

fourth things fourth.
i am Maria Elena, the only girl among siblings of 4 and my brothers have implanted in me to be as gangsta as i could for safety reasons. one time, masa taekwondo dulu, Sir pernah buat adegan rogol, and since then i memang PHOBIAAAAAA dengan being too soft. takut men would take advantage of that and i'd be too helpless to defend myself. scary isn't it? and my bros helped me to be gangsta-ish by bullying me and fist-fighting with me as if i was one of them. =\
i am currently working as an engineer di kilang sebelah sana. malas nak pingpongpingpong (normally people would say pumpangpumpang kan? tapi that sounds like kompang to me. haha!) pasal kerja saya sebab nanti nampak macam boasting lak. a lot of people have been asking:
1. engineer apa?
2. kat mana?
3. senang ke?
4. best ke?
5. belajar utp camane? senang ke?
6. kena result camane nak masuk utp?

please see below for the answers:
1. process engineer
2. kat kilang
3. biasa je. keje pape pun ada time senang, ada time tak senang. kalau nak berjaya, kena lah tabah face kesusahan.
4. biasa je. keje pape pun ada best and tak best. kalau nak berjaya, kena lah tabah face it all.
5. belajar utp sama je macam belajar mana mana. cuma it's environment is very conducive and it's terletak kat tempat yang tak senang nak get entertainments. which is good in a way =)
6. i pun not sure sekarang camane. i got my scholarship masa kat matrix on 2nd semester. so i tak gi educamp. after matrix straight masuk utp. sorry... tak dapat nak tolong.. please google it yourself k? jangan malas.

a lot of people have been pressing me about videos too, and to that saya jawab "saya keje dek. kalau saya takde keje, memang saya buat la. kot. sebab kalau ada free time, saya nak belajar masak sebenarnya." means to say, making videos is not my main priority. blogging, to me tak susah sebab i just typeeee je. videos kena edit edit and sebab i sorang je feature in my own videos, it takes double the time to shoot. sadderisme. sometimes i just wish someone can just do all those editting and holding camera stuff for me. myeheeehebeeleheee! gelak terabur keluar hingus please.

i love my family and i try to spend time with them whenever i can. my mom and i sangat close and some weekends, we'll try to go out and do something. mother daughter bonding la =) my family lak memang suka chill ramai ramai. that's why i am close with my cousins, aunt and uncles and grandmothers. love them long timeee! when it comes to friends lak, i ni memang tak reti nak keep in touch through social networking ni. i prefer jumpa lepak. sebab online lepaking is not real enough for me. =p but i do keep my close friends in mind and heart. i may not contact them always, but i always think about them. sweet kan? hahaa! =p

on life matters, i have my principles and disciplines which i stick to. and i definitely realise now that i have no problem admitting my weaknesses to the public. partly because i know i'm not the only going through......life. =) i love traveling (sampai i kena take up part time jobs to support this love of mine) because i get to see Allah SWT's amazing creations and how i always find similarities in some things. i started wearing the hijab after i got back from my first ever eurotrip with my friends! hehe! =)
i saw His Mightiness and i saw His fairness. i fell in love with other countries, but my love for my country and religion deepens and i'm grateful for the experiences.
sometimes we need to compare ourselves with those who have lesser so that we truly appreciate what we have. syukur.. =)

on public attention, fame, popularity, whatever you wanna call it, i honestly don't want to care about it. i do appreciate the many supports and all of you who have been encouraging me, sharing with me, teguring me and being really really cool with me!

YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!!! 

but i'm still a pemalu and muka sombong kalau jumpa orang tak kenal. =p

pasal all this modelling and stuff, i admit that i still do it. but only for fun and as a side income. told you i want to travel =p i do try not to go overboard with it. i'd rather be a good role model than a model. know what i mean? haha! i'll try my best la k adik adik =)

from the bottom of my heart, thank you so much for supporting me all this while! 

my friends, my family, my readers, my viewers, may Allah swt bless you =)
kalau ada salah silap, buat you terasa ke tercirit ke, buat you rasa nak menampar muka haku ni, buat you termuntah hijau ada sayur sikit ke, sorry sangat sangat..

kalau ada you terserempak ngan i, pastu you thought "eh, maria shmaria ke tu?" pastu bila nak tegur takut sebab muka i macam gangsta, sorry ek.. muka i memang macam tu sebab kata dah.. my bros dah cukup train i baek punya. hahahaa! just tegur je. =)

peace =)

ps: this was a lunch hour post. so excuse my grammatical errors and loss for words moments. and extremely sorry for much poyoness here. just wanna clear things up.

pps: for your information, Asfirdaus Asri (tunang saya) is not a Dato' and not a son of a Dato'. i saje je bagi dia that nickname sebab dulu, dia selalu ada this laugh when talking to his customers (dia buat business dong) which was, to me, very Dato'-ish. kalau korang tengok malay drama yang ada character dato' yang gatal ngan dia punya secretary pastu dia gelak "ehek ehek ehek" konon macam macho la kan, that was the laugh. but now dia dah tak buat dah. hahaha! but still he's a dato' to me. =p <---another thing i have to clear up. so excusez moi ah!

nasihat nak masuk universiti.

i've been receiving questions about UTP lately, rupanya Educamp is just around the corner!
i don't know when, precisely, so takyah tanya i bila k?

anyway, selaku bekas pelajar UTP, my advice to you potential candidates is to chill.
i don't know how the system works now because i never went to educamp and if i did went, it's different now.

i got my scholarship when i was in matrix lagi. i went for the interview on my 2nd semester in matrix.
matrix best kot.
especially matrix gambang, pahang.

i know, i know, a lot of people think gam*ang. so what? it's still the coolest matrix evah! dah la lagu pahang best! hahaha!

ok back to UTP yadda yadda yadda.
so what i'm sure of, the interview will be in stages. i don't remember the sequence or what they asked, coz face it babes, it was like 5 years ago kot. my memory isn't that great. so i'm sorry for the lack of details.

but what i do remember, the interview was very very much like Muet. there's like a group interview, and solo interviews.
serious i tak ingat details.

now my advice.
you have to be prepared. i mean, everywhere and anywhere pun you have to be prepared. but at least, try to brush up on your social skills. why? simple. if you're not open minded, you're not willing to take criticism, you're can't share opinions or accept others, you rather just sit at the corner buat muka cute, memang takde orang nak kisah la.
being social doesn't mean you have to go to every person and ask for their facebook so you can add them up or whatever you think being social means. i meant when you're open, you can talk confidently, you can share ideas and listen to others as well, insyallah orang lain pun have confidence in you and respect you.
you respect others, others will respect you. insyallah.

just don't be overconfident.
majooooorrrr turn off.

oh, and UTP now doesn't offer scholarships as much now. it wasn't like this during my time. i sound old there.
so what. hehe!
alhamdulillah i was sponsored but yeah, i didn't get to work in the big P eventhough i graduated in 2nd class upper (i know takde la gempak mana, but it's an achievement to me). it's not always happy ending you know. this is reality. sometimes Tuhan nak challenge kita to make us push ourselves. to strive harder. takkan semua nak smooth sailing right? alhamdulillah i got on by fine! i bersyukur sangat with what i have now. =)

ok, you have to really know the terms and conditions to getting scholarships, if you're looking for it. not just petronas's scholarship, jpa ke mara ke, whatever la. know their terms. jangan main amik je sume nak belasah tapi bila dapat course yang doesn't suit u, you tak dapat perform. rugi.

rezeki memang di tangan Tuhan, tapi usaha tu datang dari diri sendiri dong.
i sedar itu, and you should too.

in the end, what's so great about UTP sampai you nak takut takut? chill la. it's just a university. if you don't get a placement there, there're loads of other universities.
it's not as if you tak dapat means you takde future. rezeki comes in many ways. you lose some, you gain some. but like i said, usaha comes from yourself.

don't solely rely on one place. 

apply to other places as well.

be ambitious.

be strong.

be positive.

also, tawakal.

if you don't know where to apply, GOOGLE IT. BACA NEWSPAPERS.
jangan pemalas boleh tak?
this is your future, so why are you depending on others to lay it out for you?
i bukan malas nak share, but seriously, i'm working already.
means my time and yours are different.
so many new universities have opened up and the levels have changed.

don't just go for famous universities. you nak education ke nak glamour?
loads of people tak kenal kot UTP. there was a lady who asked me where i studied, and when i answered UTP, she said "ohhh buat pertanian ke?" i was like whaaat? and she said "ye lah, universiti teknologi pertanian?".
muahahahhaa!

see.
chill la k?
education is important. very very important. so know your interests at least, if you don't know your strengths.
i didn't know mine until i masuk matrix.
i got sains fizikal, pastu bajet nak buat medic, so i changed to sains hayat, tapi bila buat biology, i slept like a baby.
so i went back to sains fizikal and fell in love with maths, physics and chemistry. that's why i pursued engineering.
tadaaaa~ my love story~~
hahaaha!
ok dah banyaaaaaaak sangat bebel.
=p

i know my advices aren't so useful to you yang nak gi educamp and go through the interviews, but what i'm trying to convey here is that you should not be so scared of interviews!
ingat la, ada banyakkkkkk options lagi kot!
oh, preparations for interviews?
practise talking in english. you all yang hate english, ha memang cari pasal la. i takleh nak tolong in that matter.
you realise that i mix english and malay?
well it's because i wasn't so good in english when i was studying in school. but i started mixing up english and malay, and semakin lama, semakin senang nak cakap in english without feeling embarrassed about it. yeah yeah my grammar and vocab may not be awesome like Harry Potter's but hey, chill la. it won't kill anyone.
betul tak?
at least i tried. at least i can speak and write confidently now.

practise practise practise.

ok?
so i wish you all the best! your future is bright kot! look for options and prepare yourself.
remember, this is your future.
don't depend on others to make it for you.
you make your own way.

insyallah things will work out for you. =)
amiiinnnnn~

Convo is short form for Convocation, Cheme is short form for Chemical Engineer.

my mom graduated!!! =D

look at how proud my daddy is.. and i'm proud of her too. =D

haha! noob la korang. it was MY CONVOCATION! but oh well. sape la tanak tumpang glamour kan? i had my 4 seconds of fame, and i felt very special for that. hahaha!!

it was fun but it was hectic too. all the picture taking, all the short talks because we don't have much time to catch up, throwing the mortar boards over and over again just so that we can get the almost-perfect shot of the hats being thrown and our fake fresh smiles padahal masa tu tengah bacin nak mampus, our feet hurt from wearing heels the whole day but have to fight the pain demi ke-lawa-an gambar, etc etc.

we were all sweating buckets (it's Tronoh for god's sakes!) but hey, demi demi. apa apa pun boleh.

so here! my graduation photos! credits to my friends and family! =D

okay okay, no more mortar-board-tossing-and-throwing pictures~~~~ (i told you ada banyak!)

many people asked "susah tak buat engineering?"

well, which course isn't?

to each its own, isn't it?

so here i am, a fresh graduate with a Chemical Engineering - Petroleum Major Degree.

=D

and i have them to thank. for being the reason.

i love you mama and abah.

is this vogue enough for you?

teehee!

ps: answer this, in all of the pictures, who's the most gangstaaahhh? sebab i rasa i paling gangstaaaaah. ohmygadaaaaahhhh~~ gewdixxxxx~~ hahaha!! abaikan please. =\

Convocation (minus) questions, please!

ok so it's almost our turn to take our scroll!!!
woohoo!!
i'm so excited (and freaking out for not picking out the right baju kurung to wear. and shawl. and shoes. yet. demm) coz it'll be the time for my friends and i to rekindle our last moments in our university!
tak sabar!!
hehehee..


oh however, there are a few things i dont look forward to.. the QUESTIONS. ehem.

1. are you recommended? - ans: no. tak ada rezeki..
2. dah dapat placement? - ans: refer to no.1
3. nape you tak recommended? - ans: kalau i tau, i bagitau ya =)
4. buat apa skang? - ans: keje and chilling.
5. keje kat mana? - ans: gastec. =D
6. company apa tu? - ans: google it here.bukan apa, malas nak cite panjang lebar.. sorry!
7. bila nak kahwin? - ans: bila convo nanti. jemput lah datang! kat chancellor hall je! =D
8. brape gaji u? - ans: ummm.. suka hati i la nak dapat brape! ok kerek. umm.. enough for a living =D
9. (dato') as buat apa? - ans: tanya la dia sendiri ya =)
10. ______ (friend's name) buat apa? recommended tak? keje dah? - ans: tanya la mereka sendiri please. =)

so there! i've answered the most FAQs here. heee.. i hope, friends, when you see me at convocation nanti, takyah la tanya i questions like this. not just me though, but anyone la unless its your close friends. 

i honestly (and especially) don't like people asking me about what my friends are doing. i'm not the kind yang nak compare, so if they got placement ke, keje overseas ke, keje kat perlis ke, tak keje ke, suka hati diorang la. ask them directly if you're that curious.

maybe i sound pissy here, and i don't mean to, but i just want to share these few questions that i completely dread.

just because i'm not recommended, doesn't mean i'm not capable. doesn't mean that i'm unfortunate. doesn't mean that i'm depressed.

i am very healthy, very happy, very content and satisfied with my job, very very lah!

so DON'T go "oh.. takpe.. bukan rezeki kot.." dalam nada bajet consoling. coz i don't need to be consoled or comforted. or trying to come up with your theories as to why i'm not recommended. tak perlu!! serious! don't waste your time wondering what is it i lack sampai tak dapat keje kat the Big P. i am already over it, and already moving on. tengok muka happy i! *senyum lebar nampak gigi - imagine please!

again, not just to me, but to others as well. you don't want to look like an inconsiderate and tactless person kan? so avoid asking questions yang menyengat jiwa k?

let's just be the way we were before we ended our last semester! let's pretend we've only been away for the end-of semester break! 

i miss being a student.. hehe!

can't wait for the mamak sessions!!! and i'll see you all, VERY SOON!

=B

peace!!

ps: i hope i won't trip masa amik scroll..

what of this, i don't know.

ho yeah!!

Drilling dah habis, apa lagi!

ronggeng la! woohoooo!!!

oh yeah, ada French paper next week.

damn.

last night i slept quite late. due to last minute revision with a good friend of mine, Nisha. she's damn pretty. serious. kalau i jantan, memang i ngorat dia like crazy. ok, lesbian gila..

anyway. i had a dream la while sleeping. before i get to my dream, i have to rewind sikit and story about my careless-ness.

last week, a day before my 1st paper (EIS), i was talking with my roomate. then as i was preparing my stationeries for the exam, i took a glance at my exam slip. i noticed something was amiss. "why do i have 12 credit hour?" was what i thought. then i checked the subjects on the slip one by one.

oh. bontot.

Drilling and Production Technology - tiada. it was not there. IT WAS NOT THERREEEE!!

shit, shat, shot!

punya la i panic! told roomie and of course she wouldn't know what to do! so panic panic, jumpa merissa k. merissa k. pun muka blank and she said "serious tak kelakar!", maka saya lagi panic! rasa nak terjun dalam tasik ada, rasa nak gelak pun ada. dammit, tanak repeat drilling!!!

then, i mentioned something about my paper yang takde dalam the slip was the week after EIS, to which merissa k. said "laaaaaaa!! kalau next week, sempat je!! ni small matter!", and supported by her roomie, bzulikha.

lor.

kalau small matter, apasal i cuak nak mampus sorang-sorang. hahahahaha!! so i went to exam unit after EIS paper, and la, like 5minutes after that, dapat exam slip baru. alhamdulillah... Thanx korang! =D

so! back to my dream.

i dreamt i was walking to my car and it was night time. my car was parked at the pocket c area. as i was walking to the car, i looked up at the sky. nampak shooting star!

i made a wish.

" i wwwwiiiiiiiiisssssshhhhhh..." (apasal slow gila shooting star ni? - detik hatiku)

cis, aeroplane rupanya.

noob.

then i saw my car (dari jauh) ada saman.

"dammit! apasal bontot gila ni!! i park ok kot! ugh! pak guard macam hampeh!! ()*(#*(#$(*!$" menyumpah-nyumpah dalam hati.

dah masuk kete, i went to Chancellor hall. nak exam dah.

sampai-sampai je, gi tengok the name list. oh shit.

NAMA TAKDE!!!!

SHIIIIIITTTTT!!!

pastu bangun tido dengan gaya terkejut.

mimpi pun pandai bahan ek. kurang ajar!

nasib baik tadi my name was at the list for drilling paper. table 162 bebeh.

haih..

mimpi, mimpi..

LESSON: CHECK YOUR BLOODY EXAM SLIP THE MINUTE YOU BLOODY GET IT!!!

eh, tapi ni last time amik exam slip. ain't that interesting.. =B

Chemistry among chemicals (outing)

we had our Cheme Outing Day, at last.

and omg.

it was a BLAST!!

i guess memang it's cheme's nature to be skema and detailed about everything.. well, we can't help it, can we? after 4 years of labs, teamworks, reports, reports, reports, we're just trained to be that way. kan? hahaha!!

i was in the Green Team. green is the new black, kata orang. green is also lambang pencinta alam. ada orang jerit-jerit la time tu. entah sape entah.. ish ish ish.. 

oh we had games! banyaaaaak lak tu! it was soo fun!! a few things though, i've learnt from our outing.

1. guys can tonggek as ganas as girls, as demonstrated by Som Phong. =p

2. either cheme nye habit or engineers or people in general. PANTANG NAMPAK CAMERA!!!

Exhibit A

ok je bilangan masa ni. cukup frame.

add on, size up.

ha, tambah lagi!

ha kan dah! tak cukup frame dah. haihh.. =p

tak caya lagi?? amik lagi!

Exhibit B

take 1

take 2

take 3

take 4. good kan Jaz? hahahaa!!!

told u. pantang kot budak budak ni nampak camera. sume nak enter frame! padahal sendiri pun camtu.. =p

3. guys memang main games seriously. muka ketat je!! tengok Achul. macam nak makan bola.
4. girls lak, main sweet-sweet je! senyum sambil lari, dapat bola senyum, tak dapat bola pun senyum. very nice =D

so yeah. a lot of new life lessons were obtained during the enhancement of covalent bond which existed among the chemical engineering students.

hey friends, have you realised that this might be the last time we will ever see each other again? or even heard from each other? for all its worth, it was the best memory and an honour to be your coursemate. =)

i will definitely miss these people dearly! it was sad that we have parted (slightly) after internship because of our differences in major subjects, but hey, memories masih ada kan? bond tu pun, sentiasa ada walaupun tak se-erat dahulu. don't worry, kalau ada rezeki, kita jumpa lagi kat wedding sape-sape nanti ya! =D (yaya)

oh ya. one more thing.

THIS IS FREAKING EPIC!!!

Dont wanna grow up

via Karl Johnston - cantik kan?

To think that everything's over,

FYDP, tests, classes,

it's very unreal.

i never thought that i would ever graduate. let alone finish studying.

it has been, non stop! since schooldays, to highschool years, to matriculation, and finally to university.

i knew it will happen soon. naik atas stage, amik scroll dari Tun (oh, saya nak bawak camera atas stage, pastu camwhore ngan Tun masa amik scroll, boleh?), and then baling topi papan tu sambil lompat bila tangkap gambar. i imagine, i will cry like crazy. especially bila peluk ern. (ern, saya cinta awak!)

never did i anticipate the days, when i will wake up in the morning, go to work, balik, then repeat the same routine, and earn for a living.

it's a different thing, doing internship and working. being an intern, we were to learn and we have room for mistakes.

i don't want this to end.

i will miss like crazy, all my friends. you people i have been living with for the past 4 years. we don't have to be roomates, or housemates.

we all have seen each other's changes.

orang sana dah couple, orang sini dah break,

orang sana dah berlawa, orang sini dah semakin selekeh,

orang sana dah rambut hitam, orang sini dah rambut kuning.

orang tu pandai main guitar rupanya, orang tu banyak cakap rupanya.

=)

orang tak kenal kita pun, tau pasal kita indirectly,

orang kita tak kenal pun, kita tau pasal dia indirectly.

there's always someone we baru kenal. it's impossible to know everyone! even in the same batch!

i will miss my life as a student.

I WILL MISS YOU!!

UTP pun, will be dearly missed.

*tiba2 nak nangis*

i don't look forward to the end of this semester.

wuu.. =(

For u, friends, with love.

all i want, for this last semester, are memories.

that's why, i have been spontaneous (i hope or i think) more than i've ever been.

because when this ends, i want to be able to reflect and tell people, i had the best times ever when in campus. biarlah dia terceruk ya Allah manentah dengan kepanasan yang tak boleh nak di-scalekan, but it is, undeniably, most definitely, the most beautiful and amazing campus ever!

where else can u find mamak that sells RBTM(C)?

or mee goreng yang sedap nak mampus like in sithick?

we're in tronoh, but u can find kelantan food, johor food (mee bandung muar.. yummm), thai-style food, etc.

cool kan?

what other campus la yang ada tasik as big and beautiful as ours?

siap boleh kayak!

other than our campus, i wanna make memories with my friends. adventures still on-going, so i'm not gonna elaborate on that yet. next post maybe? heheee..

i have been the mastermind behind all of your surprise birthdays all these years, but i do apologise for not making any last year.

i have been doing all this, not because its my hobby or something.

i did it for your memories, friends.

if u think i enjoy doing it, you're not wrong, but you're not right either.

planning something is not easy, especially when u want to surprise them.

i'm not complaining, but truth be told, i sometimes make myself super excited so that i get support and contributions from friends. kalau i biasa2 je, no sambutan maa..

but in the end, i always hope that its worth all the efforts (not just mine, but rakan seperjuangan too) and that it'll be remembered.

i had my first birthday surprise in campus this year, and honestly guys, i was so touched but i couldn't cry. coz honestly, in my head, it was still D's birthday. it wasn't until that night before i sleep that i felt..

hmm.. i felt like i'm worthy of a friend to u.

like i'm honoured.

it's such a nice feeling. hehe!!

but alas, it's the one and only time la kan. end of this year, i don't know what will happen, where we'll be, if we're working.. who knows! i don't even know if you will remember my birthday! unless from fb la kan. hehe!!

suddenly sentimental kan?

but that's my motive. all this while.

to make you feel important, especially on your birthday.

to make you look back, and wonder how we planned it, what we did to you, etc.

i know most of the things i planned involves messy, dirty, disgusting (sometimes!) things like air tasik, pasir, burger yang kena sumbat ntahpape, and of course, messy-cake-feeding!

i thought all this disgusting-ness will make u remember more. but if u don't like it, too bad. it's done! and u remembered!

objektif tercapai!

i have two different 'gangs'.

one from matrix (although.. i sorang je from matrix pahang, tapi saya rasa best sgt ngan korang yang dari matrix changlun!)

and the other are from foundation (nanti gi jakarta! woohoo!).

--> dats why last sem's batch dinner case yang 'budak matrix bukannya kawan ngan budak foundation' is ridiculous to me and ern! we're sangat la ok and best friends ngan sume orang. ada some losers je tak reti nak bersocial, then point at others, not to themselves.

and both gangs, i love dearly.

so this post, is long and lengthy.

but its straight from my heart.

after this sem ends..

when its a day to celebrate, think of me. remember the times we've had.

remember our days of growing up in utp.

remember us.

i'm sorry, in advance, if after this is over, that i can't plan a birthday surprise for u.

if la. heee..

but hey, adventures masih kena ada!!!!

=D

noob job

Just went through the 1st day as a SS.
SUPER SENIOR.

is it just me ( i hope not! ) but i feel like this place is swamped with cars and more strange looking people.
strange coz they look fresh. ala ala freshie gitu. haha!
it was really cute when i arrived here, i saw a group of people ngan baju tuck in, kasut bertutup, with big bags, jalan-jalan heading to lecture hall, i assume.
comel je. noob je. =p

i was once them.

that was 4 years ago.
saya dari matriks pahang, di gambang gitu. kenal gambang? kalau anda kenal, anda best! coz lagu pahang pun best! haaha!!
anyway, from matriculation, our daily class uniform are collared shirts, slacks, baju kurung, or wateva exec-like, with kasut bertutup. kalau tak pakai pakaian apporpriate to class, kena saman, denda, or tegur. i don't remember actually why we were so scared of the pak gad then. skang, sume nak benci pak gad. boleh lawan lak tu!

anyway, dulu kat matrix, we were all prim and proper. we follow the rules and we avoid the pak gads. after class, ada uniform gak. wateva shirt u like, and track pants. not those kinds u see utpians wear. stylish sangat budak utp. tapi the kinds that are baggy, fluffy, and berzip di bawah. kalau panas, we dont wear shorts, we just fold the pants up!

dulu, we hand wash our clothes. sape yang pemalas and rajin cari 50sen ketul2 tu, use the washing machine. but i hand wash, believe me please!

we used to be active. every chance we have at leisure time, we would go exercise or do sports. also, we used to be so rajin nak gi masjid.

now kat sini, malas nak turun padang, malas nak gi masjid, all because malas nak drive ke sana.
bila nak masuk utp, punya la i packed all my prim and proper clothes from matrix, and all the gears to wash clothes and stuff only to get culture shocked at how skema i was and how lepak si budak uni.
malu dong masa itu.
dah la ngan kasut bertutup.

now, 4 years later, that time, those memories seem so surreal. dah la gang pun budak matrix, but sume matrix kedah, changlun. saya seorang si gambang.. tapi boleh ngam ngan diorang, wat to do kan? haha! sayang korang!
i remember we were so jakun bila gi JJ kat ipoh. tangkap gambar kat toilet, tangkap gambar kat rooftop, kat mana2 celah yang boleh nak camwhore and so much more! dulu nasib anis ada kete. best sikit! hehehe!
now sume la nak ada kete! its not a bad thing pun, dont get me wrong.
=)
pakai baju nak gi class macam nak gi mamak. i have had that feeling of wanting to look nice when going to class, but then the thought of walking, sweating, and climbing up and down the stairs, and risking my butt crack being seen by people yang bermata suci, made me think 10 kali before i really do it.
in the end, what you see, is what you get. hehe!
i like wearing big shirts and jeans with slippers. ada masalah?

so yeah, final year, final sem. macam maaaaalas je nak start sem ni. i was having so much fun during the holidays, i can't even write about it! heh.

nyhoo,
boleh tak nak cakap
aja aja faiting! sbb baru lepas tgk Full House?

ok fine. go peeps!
let's drive.

i wanna rock with you

'twas a night of the dinner

when everyone was high

a night to remember

a night that flew by

lo sat maria

and behold sat azera

a couple or bikers wannabe

also, members of excuse me

3 years it had been

since we've stayed in

the same room (or inn)

only now, with a different scene

that night we played

songs of different beat

on the drums i hit

and the guitar she picked

and i am proud of the gig

thank you, i may say

for we both did not

make a fool of ourselves, yay!

and now we rest

in our humble nest

mourning to our loss

our dear dc plus plus

but heed our mourn

coz now we can surf

from dusk till dawn

on youtube watching smurfs!

to all my friends

and to all unknowns

sometimes life gives u lemons

when u thought it would be bones

so be happy!

go out and about!

watch a movie

or have a pig-out!

Happy Deepavali to all~

ps:

poetry is not a talent of mine

and the true motive of this

is a mix of everything

i guess =)

pps: blame HIMYM

Little L

oh, Langkawi was filled with awesome good times!

i got sick a few days after dat.. my colleague told me to stay quarantined in my house coz he doesnt want to get swine flu. kurang asam kan? haha!!

a lot of people said being 21 is da best.
mine consists of so many dramas, so many experiences and adventures, so many twists and turns.. (and i know a lot of ppl experiencing the same thing!)

but in the end, its nice.
i am happy.
and i hope you are too.

ps: i dont want to go back to utp. i love internship. if Petronas dont want me, i'll work with Bumi Armada. yay!