Heliza Helmi and Hana Tajima are awesome!

alhamdulillah i have been given the chance to meet these two lovely ladies! and along the way, i've made new friends!! weeee! =D

Heliza Helmi and Hana Tajima! hehehee! 

you should check out the updates about our meet ups with these ladies from:

Yana, Shea, Yanny, Cik Epal, Ami Schaheera, Shahirah Elaiza, Gee Jah, Nadia Bayu who have been more rajin than me. nyehehehe! 

meeting up with these ladies made me nervous. but i think my way of having jitters is different than my friends.

i tend to chatter up like nobody's business.

sometimes my brain works slower than my mouth!

there were times where i felt embarrassed after accidentally blurting out nonsense. 

for example;

me: Helizaaa ni tomey la! (suara baby please) heliza mata besaaaaa!
Heliza: mata awak pun besyaaaa!
me: tapi mata saya original!

aisehhhh!!! i wanted to say something like my eyes are big but my iris isn't! in case you don't understand what the heckkkk i'm talking about, heliza kan pakai contact lense, so her iris is enhanced la kira. but the way i said it, sounded SO WRONGGGGG!! after that, i didn't know how to recover myself, so i just distract ourselves by taking pictures. damn u mars.

with Hana, i did that too!

me: hey why don't you make a tutorial on how you were your hijab like this!
Hana: yeah i'm planning to!
me: yeah, you should! then i can learn from your tutorial and make one but with my style.

WAT DAAA?!?!?!

i don't know about you, but that sounded soooooooo cocky to the point i thought i should slap myself hard!

i wanted to say something like "i love your style so much! my hijab style was inspired by you! so if you make a tutorial for this new style (refer to our pic above), then i'll definitely learn it!" about me making a tutorial, was NOT my intention at all!! i don't know why i blurted it out.

aisehhhhh..

one of the many things i hate about myself, is that i'm sooooo chatty that sometimes i talk about things i never thought of, or talk about random stuff. i realised i did it for the sake of talking, you know? so that it wouldn't feel so awkward.

i hope hope hope that they weren't offended! i was merely star-strucked!

haih.. sedih..

but apart from my mulut terabur ni, i had fun =) Heliza and Hana were really sweet, kind, fun, and gorgeous ladies! to put it simply:

the "H" ladies.

are.

AWESOME.

thank you so soooo much for giving us normal people the opportunity to be with you awesomes! hehehe!

yes, i am a star-strucked bimbo.

peace!

ps: i don't know if you've noticed. in both pics, i was wearing the same inner: maysaa snood which i bought HERE! i love it soooo much that i wear it when i go out to meet people. hehe! best! =D

i cheated.

i'm sorry.. i tried to resist!

but how can i??  i'm only human.. a girl with girly feelings. a sucker for shoes and accessories. padahal takde kena mengena pun. but so what..

you see, the other night, i had dinner with my family. he was sitting at the table behind ours, and him and me were facing each other.
when i entered the restaurant, i already saw him actually, but i just kept my cool. i didn't want to succumb.

pastu, lahai.. duduk nak face each other lak kan. memang lemah la.

so masa i was eating, i saw him looking at me when i looked at him. pastu dia sengih sengih.

i sumpah i tak sengaja tersengih balik!

cepat cepat i tengok my mom and talked to her, but all the while my attention was at him.
he kept smiling at me!!
and because he kept smiling at me, i pun smile back la. to return the favour kan.
amboi!!! makin lebar ok his smile became!
and i couldn't help it. i smiled tunjuk gigi. SENYUM COLGATE OK!!

apa jenis manusia la saya ni.. i just can't help it! i smiled back to his adorable smile, and i felt soooo happy inside, i felt like hugging him, like i want to caress him!

and then my parents who sat opposite of me saw me smiling, and they turned around.
they looked at him.

they both said "awwwww!!! comelnya!!!!"

memang comel.
memang comel.

itu baby, sangaaaaaaaaaaaaat comel.


teehee!! =B

Snoozefest. nak kena lempang?

one thing you didn't know about me, unless you're my friend and have spent years with me, is that i am such a SNOOZER!

yes, a snoozer.

noun; a person like Maria Elena omg nama spanish gila who is able to sleep in any condition. be it in a moving train, static elevator, next to a dustbin or someone with a bad B.O, while eating, while watching tv, while talking, while texting, when marching, when passing motion, etc etc. - taken from Dictionary Oops I Did It Again Is Not A Catchy Song.

previously, i've written about sleeping in the LRT on the way to work.

now allow me to continue on my story with recent events! boleh? boleh? tak boleh?
so what.

i've started working, fyi, and God knows how much i love this place. but i can't help it when these setans sit on my eyelids and telling me to snooze while working! it's not professional! it's not ethical!!

boleh tak, masa tengah meeting, NI MASA 1ST DAY OK!! my boss ajak join the meeting just so that i can understand how meeting goes and such. so since i was a noobie, i was trying to grasp familiar words. like pressure gauges. filters. membranes. torchlight. donut. asfirdaus asri. ok lari topic.
but yeah, i caught on a few. and then suddenly i terlelap. ya Allah. i tersungguk kot!!
huh.. nasib takde orang notice.

then another time, TENGAH BUSY NI WEYHHH! sibuk replying emails, asking people to get back to me asap, and then i TERSUNGGUK! bila i terjaga tu, i looked at what i typed. it was supposed to be:

Sir,


Please provide me a quotation for XXOO. Would appreciate it if you can send it by today.
Thanx.


Mars.

instead, i typed:

Sir,


Please provide me exxurjsssl. Woullllllllld ride ride


ok. what the hell is THAT?!!? i mimpi apa I SENDIRI TAK TAU!!!! u faham tak, i'm really mad at myself. macam nak gigit and baling myself from the kitchen to the bathroom. ok that is SUCH A WEIRD PUNISHMENT KALAU YA PUNNNN!!!

anyhoos.
other that THAT, after lunch je, asal i tak drive, TERNGANGA tido dalam kereta colleague. APAHAL?
padahal i am the youngest there, thus should be the most energetic!
but i'm that snoozer that can't control her snooze-ness and it's literally driving me crazy!!!

oh oh. another one.
meeting with my department the other day. we were discussing about our upcoming projects. pastu boleh tak i tersungguk. haih.. the worst part was, MY BOSS WAS LOOKING DIRECTLY AT ME BILA I TERSUNGGUK!

kantoi busuk makcik.

haih.. mace mace..
my colleagues always have a go about this. ye la, dah la muda, tapi amboi kesihatan macam orang tua. dammmnn.. so i bought multi vitamins! in hopes that it will give me that boost i need. ye ke boleh? tomorrow la try. hopefully it'll work. i need to WORK like a darn good ENGINEER you gangstaaaah!

fiuh~! glad i got that out of my chest. kih kih!

ps: kalau u tanya my friends sekuliah, kat matrix or utp, they'd know about my sleeping habits. dalam class tu UNCONTROLLABLE! tidoooo je keje. haihh.. nasib baik tido dalam class still boleh dean's. tapi usaha kena lebih gila nak mampus.. makanya don't la follow my lead ok whoever's studying!!!

okays!
moving on to chilling. oh. nak ChillPopia boleh? kih kih! so what. nak gak.

vintage shirt (RM8 je. murah kan??), skinny black jeans, and mama's old shoes, shawl bought at Tangs (sale item~), red bag from Primark.

i'm all about vintage here. 

pps: notice that i always wear cheap or sale items or my mother's clothes? well, i believe fashion doesn't have to always be expensive. what can i prove by wearing expensive clothes anyway? who's going to care? asalkan i look and feel good. that's what i care about. =)

jangan tido masa kerja people!
peace! =D

Doctor~

A man comes into the ER and yells, ‘My wife’s going to have her baby in the cab!’ I grabbed my stuff, rushed out to the cab, lifted the lady’s dress, and began to take off her underwear. Suddenly I noticed that there were several cabs, and I was in the wrong one.





kih kih kih..

Flying kick

i dont care what you might think of my post, or what im gonna call you.
if you happen to read this, i want you to feel the geramness emitting from me.

you dumbass.
i can take it when you said you have a girlfriend.
i can accept the fact that you moved on.
i can fight for my ring when you asked for it back and see you wear all the clothes i gave you without getting all nostalgic or all that nonsense.
i can look through my portion of our bill without going through yours coz i respect you enough not to intrude into your life.
i can talk to you face to face without reminiscing.
i know you well though you think i dont.
i can freaking accept the fact that you've gone out with so many different girls without feeling jealous or hatred or wateva bad feelings an ex should feel.
im happy to see you happy. with whoever you're dating.


but i cannot take it when you freaking leave me out when you go out with our friends.
or i thought were my friends.
what's this bullshit about there are two sides of the family??
there's still sides???
that was years ago!
but fine.
if that's how it is. if that's how you want it.
fine then.
leave me out.

i feel sorry for myself for thinking i was part of the family.
you and your promises.
let's lepak, you said. kepala hotak.

okay. i feel a wee bit better. i know i said some of this stuff to you already. but i dont care. its my blog.

ps: period seriously puts me in an emotional roller coaster.