OCD tak kena tempat

assalamualaikum!


OCD = Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

kalau kita nak kata kita ni OCD, tak boleh la sangat actually, sebab OCD is a real serious disorder di mana orang yang ada OCD ni mungkin tak boleh tido akibat teringat satu tile dalam bilik air yang ditampal contractor senget semacam.

namun begitu, saya percaya kita semua mempunyai OCD tetapi bukan tahap kritikal yang memerlukan bantuan psikiatri over kau nox ohoks

anyway, my mild OCD ni agak tak kono tompek la.
den pun tak tau la why liddat..

contohnya:-

• baju kotor letak atas kerusi: Husbeng vs me

Bila nampak je baju husbeng atas kerusi, panas betul rasa. tapi when i do it, it's ok lak. my alasan? "ada nadrah nak kono jaga. nanti nadrah tidoq baru letak la baju dalam laundry basket tuhhh" - so i say. tapi tak buat jugak bila nadrah tidoq. ihiksssss!! =p

contoh lagi satu:-

• letak barang entahpape kat meja sebelah katil: Husbeng vs me

kita ada side table which supposed to be tempat letak buku cerita ke, nadrah's toys or whatever small stuff. tapi bila nampak husbeng punya pen la, surat la, entahpape kat situ, rasa rimas gila! BUT, i put my stuff yang lagi banyak kat side table tu, like IKEA book, pencil box, bottles, and entahpape sume, rasa boleh terima pulak.

kisah.

=p

so haritu, i told husbeng, tolong la letak baju kotoq hang tu dalam laundry basket, boleh idok? ai rasa rimas la.

and then he told me, how come uolls buat boleh? iolls buat takleh? sume bondo iolls buat, buat uolls rasa rimas.

we really don't talk like that in reality, fyi.

anyway, when he said that, i realised that, yeah.. all this while.. i've been OCD towards him!

it's ok when i do it, but when he does it, my blood go upstairs! =p

since then, i've been more tolerant than before. i think.. haha! there were times when i get all rimas with his stuff, but i managed to brush it off. alhamdulillah, suami pun seorang penyabar =)

after all, it has been mentioned in the Quran:

"…Indeed, Allah will not change the condition of a people until they change what is in themselves…” (Qur’an, 13:11)

i always try to remember this ayat when i get annoyed with people. ihikk!!

memang. women's logic sangat.

=p