Hidupku Kini, Rupanya Gini

assalamualaikum!

ok last post was about South Africa, but allow me to tukar topic sat nooooo!
*rasa cam pernah update about my life-updates. hmmm.. ni updated punya*
*selain 'update', boleh guna perkataan apa ek? hmmm.. renew? tak sedap. update je la*

heheee..

so last saturday i joined a bazaar at Nurul Wonder Wardrobe in Shah Alam selling La Kayena's stuff and alhamdulillah everything went as well as it could for me =)
although there were times yang i kelam kelibut.. harapnya sesape jadi mangsa haritu dapat maafkan la saya.
dah la sorang sorang masa tu & first time. so macam a bit unprepared. tambah lagi baby tendang tendang (mintak attention lettewww! hehehe!).

now, i think i better explain my situation coz a lot of people don't really understand what's happening with me. i thought "alaaa, macam la orang kisah."
tapi sebab haritu ramai gak yang tanya... ada rupanya orang yang nak tahu.. terharu tau kitttewwww!!
*nanes sok sek*

honestly, cerita cerita kat blog ni makin lama makin surface je.
cerita yang personal pun 90% diubahsuai so that tak nampak personal sangat.
heheheee =B

so here goes!

1. career
i have been an engineer since 2010 and i resigned in 2012, a few days before i got married. since then i've been working on my project - my clothing line called La Kayena.

Alhamdulillah it's doing well =)
the reason for the change, is a lengthy one. i have been contemplating about it for a year, and finally when that time came, i just made that change. camtu je. heheee..
doing business is honestly harder than engineering! tapi satisfaction dia sangat worth it =)
so now, i am an entrepreneur, and i am loving it!

2. studies
i took masters in Engineering Management in UPM last year and this semester was supposed to be my last sem la tapi terpaksa extend to next sem because i am so pregnant. husband wasn't keen on me driving 45mins - 1hour to and back from classes by myself. he said "kalau terberanak tengah jalan tu kan susah", so i pun ok je la =)

one more sem and i'm done. fuh! kena tunggu baby selamat dilahirkan!

3. vlogging
ramai betul orang tanya pasal video baru. sebenarnya, i wanna stop making videos. sebabnya:
- takde idea
- i'm 26 years old now, and dah ada family sendiri dah.
- i don't talk the way i talk in the videos that much now.

basically, i have started a new chapter in my life. my priority now is my family and preparing for the future. heee.. harap paham ya =)

4. blogging
kadang kadang terfikir nak stop blogging pun ada.
tapi... tak tau la. blog ni la banyak bukak pintu rezeki macam macam rupa! kawan, ilmu, nasihat, dan macam macam lagi! to me, yang paliiiiiiinnnnnnggggg mahal sekali, rezeki ilmu tu.
apa yang korang comment & share banyak sangat mengubah perspektif diriku.
support korang pun banyak sangat membantu my own journey to become a better person. walaupun masih banyak perlu belajar, tapi hanya Allah tahu betapa banyaknya saya belajar dari korang.

that's why i love you. ihiiikkk! lillahi taala =)

5. bila baby nak keluar?
well, i'm in my third trimester now. bila baby nak keluar, hanya Allah yang tahu sebab kalau tanya i atau baby, kitorang dua nak sekarang (suka hati jawabkan unutk baby ihiik!).
thing is, i'm the one yang carrying the baby, so nak ikutkan, AKU LAH YANG PALING TAK SABAR NAK TENGOK BABY! BABY KELUAAAAARRRR!
eheheheheheheee =p
tapi tu lah. yang tentukan bila masa terbaik untuk dia dilahirkan ialah Allah saja. so bersabar je la kan =)
in the mean time, i'm doing the best i can to prepare for le bebeh.
gender? nanti korang akan tau jugak. so sabar la ya =)

here's me looking so pucat (pic taken last month. so about 7 plus minus months pregnant kot)

wearing Dreamcloud top from Fashionvalet

mana perut? ada je. takkan perut hilang kan? hahaha =p
baby bump ada je cuma sebab pakai baju loose maka tak nampak la sangat dari sisi depan. dari tepi nampak je =)
sesape yang datang bazaar kelmarin, nampak je kan keboyotan umi maria ni? heheeee!


rasanya itu je kot.
tak tau dah apa lagi yang perlu diceritakan.
sorry sangat kalau masih nampak macam tak clear sangat explanation =p

papepun, thank you for following me all this time, and for supporting me!

love you all lillahi taala =)