Who is Maria the Scarflet?

Who am i?

i am just that girl you see eating alone at a cafe, that girl you see walking around here and there with her friends, that girl you see with her family, that girl you see laughing at something, that girl you see anywhere and everywhere.

i'm just like most of you.

i was taken aback at how many followers i've gained since.. since a while ago. i don't know how it happened but it did. 

i know it was because of my videos. 

but initially i never expected it to be liked by you, or her, or him, and i never in a million years thought someone like Yuna would've watched it! hehe! =B

i'm not famous and i won't admit it because i don't believe it. 

i never made this blog with the intention to get popularity or to get your attention. 

never.

popularity to me, is only temporary. 

living my life is more important than that.

i made it for myself. for me to remember the silly things that happened in my life for when i get older. for me to remember the 'me' that was, and the 'me' that is.

i continued making videos because i believe i can entertain but at the same time share the simple things in life that we often don't acknowledge. like how redundancy is something that occurs everyday, yet u look past it coz u couldn't find a word to describe it. like how u want to scream out loud that you're not a loser just because you're on your own in a shopping mall or wherever. like how you always lip sync to the songs on the radio and make a fool of yourself because you know and like the songs.

simple things like these, i want to address. why? because a lot of you can relate.

i don't want to be famous. 

i want to be relate-able.

when some darlings tell me i'm their role model, i only pray they take the best of me, not the worst.

in the end, i'm only human. i have my ups and downs, and i'm naturally imperfect. 

i'm not pretty like most bloggers are for you to gawk at. i'm not even worthy of being called a fashionista for you to get inspired from. i'm mediocre in every way! 

but yet here you are. here i am.

and if you've read this till here, then i salute you and give you a high five for being awesome.

thank you very much my fellow friends.

with all my heart, 

THANK YOU.