i'm so excited (and freaking out for not picking out the right baju kurung to wear. and shawl. and shoes. yet. demm) coz it'll be the time for my friends and i to rekindle our last moments in our university!
oh however, there are a few things i dont look forward to.. the QUESTIONS. ehem.
- are you recommended? - ans: no. tak ada rezeki..
- dah dapat placement? - ans: refer to no.1
- nape you tak recommended? - ans: kalau i tau, i bagitau ya =)
- buat apa skang? - ans: keje and chilling.
- keje kat mana? - ans: gastec. =D
- company apa tu? - ans: google it here.bukan apa, malas nak cite panjang lebar.. sorry!
- bila nak kahwin? - ans: bila convo nanti. jemput lah datang! kat chancellor hall je! =D
- brape gaji u? - ans: ummm.. suka hati i la nak dapat brape! ok kerek. umm.. enough for a living =D
- (dato') as buat apa? - ans: tanya la dia sendiri ya =)
- ______ (friend's name) buat apa? recommended tak? keje dah? - ans: tanya la mereka sendiri please. =)
so there! i've answered the most FAQs here. heee.. i hope, friends, when you see me at convocation nanti, takyah la tanya i questions like this. not just me though, but anyone la unless its your close friends.
i honestly (and especially) don't like people asking me about what my friends are doing. i'm not the kind yang nak compare, so if they got placement ke, keje overseas ke, keje kat perlis ke, tak keje ke, suka hati diorang la. ask them directly if you're that curious.
maybe i sound pissy here, and i don't mean to, but i just want to share these few questions that i completely dread.
just because i'm not recommended, doesn't mean i'm not capable. doesn't mean that i'm unfortunate. doesn't mean that i'm depressed.
i am very healthy, very happy, very content and satisfied with my job, very very lah!
so DON'T go "oh.. takpe.. bukan rezeki kot.." dalam nada bajet consoling. coz i don't need to be consoled or comforted. or trying to come up with your theories as to why i'm not recommended. tak perlu!! serious! don't waste your time wondering what is it i lack sampai tak dapat keje kat the Big P. i am already over it, and already moving on. tengok muka happy i! *senyum lebar nampak gigi - imagine please!
again, not just to me, but to others as well. you don't want to look like an inconsiderate and tactless person kan? so avoid asking questions yang menyengat jiwa k?
let's just be the way we were before we ended our last semester! let's pretend we've only been away for the end-of semester break!
i miss being a student.. hehe!
can't wait for the mamak sessions!!! and i'll see you all, VERY SOON!
ps: i hope i won't trip masa amik scroll..