to end something
that has been great for so long
to see someone you love
get hurt so much
yet i did it
i chose
and it wasnt him
it was me.
i killed him, and i sat idly by.
allowing it to happen.
yet he thanked me.
after all the hurt i did on him.
the smiles and laughters we shared.
all will be placed in my memories.
all our sacrifices, hardships and all the misses
yes, i've said goodbye to that.
i said goodbye to him.
and it was the hardest decision of my life.
because once upon a time
i called him 'my life'.
he was me. mine.
and now
he's gone.
- i am guilty.
9 comments:
i'll pay high price to have ur used panties
ala babe.. dont sound so sad. huhuhu. i nangis nanti.
tsk.
and to mr anon, thats just sick.
erm..
umi, u okay tak ni?
alaaaa..
kenape ni?
i never knew u had a blog..its not ur fault ena..its a part of u tht u cnt help..u like new things in life..u easily get bored of things..so,i accepted e'thing tht is happening k..dnt feel bad..i just wnt u to do wats best for ur slf..he might be da right 1 for u..he does seem like it..i wish u well..n i just wnt u to knw,tht i never stoped loving u..i dnt have a heart anymore to love,so im loving u with my brains..hahaha..take care ena..
u know maria,if we're in our room in UTP right now,I think we're both will cry on your bed,nden the next day we'll go to ipoh.shopping brg murah kat ipoh parade,then we'll singgah oldtown,mkn hor fun.then kite blk bilik n carik new episodes of gossip girl & antm.we'll watch it till midnight n go to sleep.
you'll be okey.trust your heart.
yeah.. i miss u roomie! oh jgn lupa.. how i met ur mother. hehe...
hugs! banyak2..
i hv this particular memory in my head that makes it so sad reading this. haha over lak. hugs again tho :)
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watever happened..or watever will happen..i knw for a fact that we will end up together anyway..
-let's dance-
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