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assalamualaikum warga dunia!

earthlings and catlings,
i can't sing.

one of the rarest things i did the other day was karaoke-ing. with, le hubbeyh.

it was so random!
we just wanted to go out and buy burger ramly, tapi tersasar and went karok instead. gahaha!

it was much more fun too! sebab it was with my husband kan, bukan ngan orang lain so i memang tak hold back la =p

i tried to sing nicely, but.. hahaha! thinking about how i sounded pun buat i rasa nak tergelak. yes, i laugh at myself a lot! pihihii =p

we sang alicia keys nya song while laughing at the lyrics, and also adele's set fire to the rain!
and we did rapping songs a lot sebab it's easier for our throats.
challenging though, but it was fun =)

after all that karaoke-ing session, i still don't like karaoke.
tapi boleh la sekali sekala demi menghiburkan suami =)
i love making him laugh. ihik!

so anyway, another story to add on this beautiful friday,
not much of a story, but just news? i guess?

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..




awkward maria is always awkward.

i'm trying to get myself back into this youtube thing. to be honest, i dah tak se-excited dulu. i have ideas, but with the laptop thing, and now with the new comp nak biasakan with the new editting software, and the time and blablablaaa..
i just don't know how to restart again.

and i sorta don't know if i should even restart.

let's just be frank here, everyone (including me) find there are so many other vloggers yang doing so much better at delivering good messages.
which led me to feel "why should i then?"

but just when i decided to retire from making videos, more people kept asking me about it. i have people interviewing me about it even when i told them that i don't make videos anymore.
and yang paling pelik to me, is how many adults (parents-aged) i've met told me that they want me to keep on making videos.

serious wa kata sama wa, wa sangat peliks. sebab wa tak rasa wa layak.
asked hubs about it and he said i'm probably not feeling secured about myself.
ye la kot =p

so here it is.

all i wanna do is spread goodness, share goodness, and be goodness. haha!
i told myself that if i wanna see the good in the world, i have to be good.

and here i am =)

me, trying to fight back all my insecurities and i'm determined to win!
all dengan izin Allah =)

and my silly lil' video.
and me, being myself, as myself as i can get when im in front of a camera =p

love myself,
me.

*eh jap. i buat post ni to myself ke about myself?
hahaha!

pape la.

peace.

*let me know if you have any suggestions! will take them into consideration =)