Wednesday, February 18, 2009

donkey ass time

my heart is struggling
my stomach is twisting inside out
my legs itching for a new land
my palms are sweaty
my mind is not focused
my soul feels trapped
my eyes hurt from restraining tears
i am craving
for excitement
for adrenaline
for adventure
for fun
for a set of keys to let all this out
i am not joking
i feel jittery
daring myself every now and then
i have been holding myself back from running around the plant
also from screaming at the top of my lungs until my guts spill
i want to break the alarm
i want to create chaos
i fucking need freedom


Bite Me Butterfly said...

napa ni bik?

Maria said...

sakit mental + jiwa

Inana Douie said...

i somehow paham. jom lari while jerit jerit tomorrow.